Sunday, December 19, 2010


pg ni.ak lyn lagu ni je.haha
best gk..jiwang.
hee
hmm..bkk fb pon xramai y commnt.so.mls la lyn fb.
ak pon mls nk lyn fon.
ishk!xske ar.kdg2 ak rase menyamph ngn mamat niey..asyk msg j..nth pape..serabot..tp dye 2 mmg xrti bahasa malayu kot!still msg n call..

xsabar jumpe kwn2~
hmm...
ingt nk wat reu..tp..nmpknye kwn2 still bz..huhu..
adoi!
sulaili!i'm mish u so much!da 4 tahun xjmpe!

jom la lyn lagu niey~





Mengapa kau pergi, Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu,
berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku,
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku,

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta…….

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menhiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta…….

Semoga engkau kan mengerti, tentang perasaan ini
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta
Maaf sungguhku tak bisa, untuk kembali padamu
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta


[cerita si nannashazhana]
*enjoy dis keyh!*

Friday, December 17, 2010

:BILE SPM DA TAMAT:

aim afta spm:
1.KURUS
2.COMEY
3.TINGGI SIKET
4.AMIK LESEN KERETA
5.TGOK MOVIE
6.TDO
7.TOLONG MAMA
8.MEMASAK
9.BACA NOVEL
10.GADOH NGN ADIK
11.STORY TELLING WITH ADIK2.HEE

12.MSG PAKWE>>??HMM..NOT LISTED IN MY LIFE~HAHA
13.NGEDATE??NO WAY~
14.CONTACT KWN2.HEE

HOPE AIM TERCAPAI:.LALALA

.:tiada yang mustahil utk saye!:.

.:nannashazhana:.


tiada penghujungnye hidup ini~

yang kurasakan setelah apa y terjadi:
masa i2 maseh bermen diingatanku:
KAWAN?apew ertinye bile kawan dlm kesusahn?hmm..the day went away~
spm>?penentu kehidupan kami:hm.tp..xsangka.rupa2nye spm y menunjukkn sikap seseorg i2.
sungguh ak xsngka..selama berade di skolah..rupenye..kwn mkn kwn...
agk mengaibkn lau ak tulis lam blog..tp.sbg pengajaran..
mybee ini dpt mengingatkn ak selama2nye...

aku harap "dorank"y terlibat,baca post ni..
sebulan spm,agk cepat masa berlalu..pejam celik2..
hmm..
tp..kebiasaannye spm ade spot.
so..termasuk stdnt2 spm..
ak pon ade dpt SPOT SPM..
tp ak nasihat jgn caye ngat,,hee..kdg2 semua xmasok~

ha..berbalik kpd tpik td
hm..kwn2 ku y dikasihi...thanx sbb korank tduh dak paras atas ade SPOT DETAIL
aku agak terkejot la..
sbb..slm ak stdy..n exam..
stahu aku LEMBAGA xpernh keluarkn jwpn utk spm..

and~agk memalukan bile ade skul laen pon tau sal pergdhan ini..
ak xkesah pon kwn2 ak fitnh n ckp tnpa bukti..
walaupun ak ad dengar sal dornk ckp ak ni ade jwpn dtail dri skul PRIVATE!haha..lawak2..[mcm xde benda laen y nk ckp]haha

xpe la kwn2.kdg2 kite xleyh nk tutup mulut org..

alamk!am leteyh je nk tulih..hehe
ha..
spm pon da abih...
cume bertawakal je now ni...
rezeki aku ada ditangan ALLAH..Dia yang maha mengetahui dan tahu apa y
terbaek utkku...


.:nannashazhan:.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

PENGALAMAN SELEPAS JADIK BUDAK SKOLAH~

adoi~
xsmpt nk update ag blog..
agk bz..
huhu..
tp..
prob pon makin bertambh..huhu.xtau la cne.adoi.


SYAZANA NEED REST!HAHA

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Hari raye yang terindah~

me n kak long
bersame nenek tersayunk..p:s/sempt ea cik tgok camera..mmg fotogenik.hee

geng motor 'cun'haha...sesuai jgak ak pinjm motor pak su ..hee..leyh bwk g beraye


bersama kereta..haha..smpt jgk dorank niey



FADIL N AISAR NAUFAL[DA CUTEST BOY!]




KAMI KHUSYUK DGN LAPPY[UPLOAD FOTO KE FB...]GENG2 FB..HAHA





AYAH CIK N AKRAM WAZIEN[COMEYNE]






MY UNCLE YANG 1 KEPALA[CIK RIEY]PECAH PEROT NGN LAWAK DYE!HAHA
















we ae here~haha[cik ma+cik wa+cik na+cik nor]

FAMILY Y TERBESAR...







AD LAGI YANG XCUKUP...HAHA..
kami gurlz..smpat pose














RULE..gambar utk kaum hawa saje...kaum adam y tgok terkejot..haha..especially[ayah cik]he said;"nape ade jgak y tdung pink ujung skali..haha..ank dara gak ea[cik ta..his wfe]


me n wani..smpt kutip buah dkt kbun dpn umah...









with hafiz..[ensem guy]














Thursday, September 9, 2010

RAYE DTG LAGI...ZER0 TEN

HAPPY EID 2 EVERYONE!
waa!it's time 2 beraye..cepatnye mase...baru je ase masok ramdhan..
selamat tinggal ramadhan...ahlan wasahlan ya syawal~
.."KAT GANU DE KELI,
KAT KB DE ROJAK,
KAD XSEMPT BLI,
SMS PN K GAKK..SELAMAT HARIEY RAYE AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DA N BATIN.."-AMANINA SAID...
.."ANAK ANGSO ANOK BOYO,
LPAH POSO KITO RAYO!
APUNG DIJUAL PAK MANAF,
MINX AMPUN MINX MAAF
LEPAT PISE TEPUNG APE
LG SDP MEE MAGI,
SLOH SILAP JNGE SIPE
LPAH RAYO WAT LAGI!-UNKNOWN SAID...
.."LISAN KDG2 XTERJAGA
JANJI KDG2 XTERTUNAI
HATI KDG2 BERPRASANGKA
SIKAP KDG2 MENYAKITKAN
HIDUP INI MENJADI INDH JIKA KITE SALING BERMAAFAN ..
SELAMAT HARI RAYE..."-ABG FAZIL SAID..
"..MAAF KAD RAYE XSMPT D CARI..
NK KATA CBOK.XLAH SGT..NMUN Y DIJAUH TTP DIRINDUI..
HNYA SMS PENGGANTI DIRI..
UTK SUSUN 10 JARI,
AMPUNI KELEMAHN DRIINI.
ANDAI PRNAH MELUKAI..
BIAR UCPN MASIH AWL LG
SBLM LINE M'JD BZ.
SBLM SMS ASYIK PENDING LG
SALAM KEMAAFAN IKHALAS DARI HATY.."-SYAKIR SAID..
haha..da xlarat nk tulis..smbil2 dgr takbir raye..sedeynye..xdpt beraye ngn y tersyang..huhu..
esok balik kg..
beshnye!
waa....xsbr jumpe seme!
hee..
mood[excted nk raye]
2 my frenx..specially..
^ellya faris
^azimin
^azri
^syakir
^faizul
^amanina
^mimiey mayyah
^eppy
^fahani
^syalimar yahya
^mc lin mazlin
^ain
^fatin kamilia
^mc da chop
wish u all selamat ariey raye~hee...
0-0 ye..
[sishawl]

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

dedicate 2 him:

..i dont know how i can descrbe how much i love him..till day..i really2 love him..i guess he's my true love..why should i say it?i know..he not appreciate me..i want our ship like others couple.even in a short while.for me.its so menaningful.God..please give me the strength.

i really appreciate him!

what should i do..?i know.its da fault if i'm in love.coz.now.i should focus 2 my spm.a just round a corner!"syazana!realize that!couple is not da best 2 solve ur prob!"..my mom said that n my dad n also my sist...


BUT..

u guys..i need some1 2 be beside me..2 support me..i know.he's the best..he's da genius one..

he's the 1 who's support me when i'm at form 3...2 face da pmr exm..


BUT..now...we're busy 4 our spm..coz.i know..itz really2 important...4 us..


BUT..4 sure..i know..he'll get flying colours..coz.he's da best student.n da one my mentor when we're stdy group


But.now..he's changed..i can feel it...100%..but..i dont know why..is he had other gurls?omg..no2..

i trust him..God...


we'll texted last nyte~


shazhana:u..if i said i'm really2 love..can u accept it?

him:u..can u not talking the impossble thing?

shazhana:y?gve me ur expalaination..i need it!

him:its not nice.

shazhana:okey.fne..forget it n exchange other topic.rte?

him:ok..u first

shazhana:u..i think i had enough tall..am i rte?

him:what?u said that?haa.enough?maybee..for me..u are still my kid..

shazhana:what??haha..k..but..i think i had enough tall than u..

him:not really..last we meet..u ae still1^^

shazhana:fine..wait n cee...i'll try 2 be tall than u..haha

him:u need 2 drienk more milk...like appeton..calciyum

shazhana:what???calciyum?u know what..it's da kid drink lol.

him:but.u can drink it.haha

shazhana:k.i need ur support..

him:need it??

shazhana:yup..really2 need it..

him:ok..i'll support u...

shazhana:thanx..

him:welcome

shazhana:u..can i ask something..

him:what?

shazhana:why our relation is not based on line?means..i never thought n feel we're couple..

him:i dont know ..and..i dunt have answer ..

shazhana;fine..but..in my truely deep heart..u are my first n last..i hope that.

him:thanx

shazhana:k..i think my eye is so heavy n feel there's a giant on my eyes..hee..till text again..nytez.but.thanx

him:okey..thnx?4 what?

shazhana:coz u spend ur tme with me 2nyte.its long.n i really happy.thanx.

him:..ok..asslamualaikum


p:s/i think..i need him..need him very2 much..but if we're meant.


[cintasimarshmallow]

my deep heart say they're really true couple

alhamdulilah..dis nyte is da last nyte i'm go 4 tarawih..i hope so..for me.i need to upgrade my all action to be close with allah.ya allah...
after done tarawih..i'm back 2 home..but.i'm quickly go 2 my room n open my lappy.
and try 2 on9..
should i?haha..i'm like as usual,.hm.myb..
my sist done to try da new shawl that we bought...FOR EID ONLY..haha
btw.i rep all my fwenx comment at fb.and i'm search my friend...where's others????so sad..huhu..i need a friend..2 tell my sadness..
my sister?i guess should not.
around 10.30..i'm watched tv3 drama..coz i've told that the drama is ending dis nyte..:SYURGAMU RAMADHAN"..the title is so meaningful..its a sad story..but..if i..if i had yassin like my hubby will be..i will appreciate him as well..but..he should change his feel towards aishah..not adura~
i'm not understand..his mummy..why should he be a disrespectful son to his mummy???

k..next..
afta the movie ending...i go back 2 my room and grab my lappy...i'm search kak julie's fb...coz comment 2 her..for eid..and i see izzat's fb..and i open it...what i think is really...he's kak julie's..
hm.n i open his blogger.n i read all his post..
WHAT I' REALLY SHOCK is..they're really love each other..
they are da best kapel..
may god bless them 4 their relation,,
i'm too..i hope i can get my lovers like him...really2 love me truely in his deep heart.and..i'm not ask for perfect.but for me..it's enough if he is really love me n guide me 2 da benefit.
after i'm read his blog..i knoe..why the love is blind..
i really2 know it..

p:s/2 kak julie n izzat ..i hope u guys kekal ke akhir hayat..amen...

Saturday, September 4, 2010

MINGGU YANG ORG RAMAI PAKAT2 BZ



1.CARI BAJU RAYE!OP KOZ!
2.CARI KASUT RAYE
3.CARI BISKUT RAYE
4.KEMAS UMH
5.CARI LANGSIR BARU
6.CARI PERABOT BARU

7...AND YANG PENTING PENING KEPALA NK DECIDE BALIK RAYE KAMPONG MANE DULU MAMA KE PAPA???


for the brape time...dis year raye kat umh dulu...baru le balek kampong..hmm..xrase sgt pon nk raye..coz taun nieyh 3 org exam..waa3x..

org pakat bz ngn baju raye,kuih raye...
tp..kitorank kat cniey bz wat kek..hehe!
first time mama decide nk wat kek..
alamk!xtau ar jd k x..hehe

beshnye raye!
dgr lagu raye..

ha..bju raye taun niey xsmpt cyap..so..kna la cari bju len utk ganti y 2..haa..itz okey 4 me coz..xpe xraye pon..

p:s/taun nieyh wat opn aus..so..pakat2 dtg le,,hehe

k2..
da nk stop for wrte...homework bnyak nieyh...len kali text ag~

[simushmellow]


Friday, August 27, 2010

Love Messages

My cellphone's beeping sound woke me up one night. Used to receiving important messages only, I grabbed my cell and sleepily pushed the keys and read the message.
"Hi there! Care 2 b my txtmate?"
Not knowing who the sender was, I deleted the message right away and placed the phone on my bedside table, I tried to go back to sleep.
I had just closed my eyes when I heard the message tone again.
"Hi there, again! Care 2 b my txtmate?" again, the message said.
"Who the hell could this be asking for txtmate at the wee hours of the night?" I asked myself.
Again, without bothering to reply I deleted the message.
I was never a 'textmaniac' - someone who enjoys texting anyone and everyone even at the wee hours of night, not to mention during the day. My parents, who were always out of the country forced me to own a cellphone. They told me that having one was more convenient - they could monitor me even if they're miles away.
I wanted to turn the unit off, but since my mother was fond of calling me at night, just to check if I was safe at home, I decided not to.
Just as I was to close my eyes and return to my dreamless sleep, the phone beeped again.
Same number...Such determination!
"Ply reply 2 dis msg & b an angel & save me frm dis abyss of emptiness!!!"
I never knew why, but the message struck me. I got up and pushed the keys... I just realized I was replying to the message.
"Im not an angel, n f u want som1 2 save u, m not superman... I'm just a simple prson who u wake up at dis r of my nyt!!! Nway, do I know u?" I typed.
Seconds later came the reply.
"Nope. U don't know dis lonely soul. Nor does she know u. But I want 2 b ur frnd. I'm Mikaella Cervantes. U?"
"Just call me Julius. How'd u get my no.?" I sent back.
"Hi Julius, nice 2 meet u. Just shuffled the last two digits of mine," she replied.
That was the first and maybe the last time I met someone over the cellphone.
We exchanged messages and learned so much about each other that night. We only said goodbye when my alarm clock rang at 5:00 AM! I had to prepare for school!
And that was also how it all started. A day would not pass without a loving and thoughtful messages from her. It was only then I had learned to appreciate text messages and become eager and excited everytime my phone beeped, hoping it would be her.
Mikaella brought out something about me that I never knew I had; I realized I could also be a romantic person... even if it's just through text messaging.
"Keep me as a frnd & I will keep u in my heart. Lock it up & throw away d key so dat no1 can evr tke u away from me..."
One day, she sent this message to me.
I replied: 'In life, we seldom find a true prson & f u evr find 1, hold on & nvr let go... value dat prson coz it's lyf's gift worth keeping & holdin on..."
I never knew why, but her response sent shivers to my spine, " Value d people hu hav touched ur life bcoz u will never know just wen dey will walk out of ur lyf & nvr come back again."
I couldn't understand what I felt that moment, but one thing I was sure though... I could not go on a day without a single word from her. I'd become used to having her, eventhough we had not met personally. But truly, she already occupied a space, a large one, in fact in my life.
I texted her back. "Dont come close f l8r ull jst pass by; don't touch me f l8r ull jst let me cry; dont luv me f l8r ull jst leave me and won't stay..."
I didn't know why I sent her that message, but somehow I felt, every word came from my heart. In the short span of time we were sending messages to each other, I knew, I was starting to keep her in my heart.
I called her once. The voice on the other end was like an angel's. Soft, kind, full of love. Yet, there was something in it I couldn't define. We only talked for a few minutes. Before she hung up, she told me not to call again. According to her, it would be better if we would just text each other.
But the voice kept ringing, not only in my head, but in my heart, I'd long to hear it once more. I tried to call her again, but she never answered the phone. She just kept on sending messages and quotations, which I copied in a little notebook. Hopeless romantic? I didn't know. All I could say was that all the messages she sent me were wonderful, they came from the heart and cut through the heart.
"Though we r miles apart, u r always n my heart. I close my eyes & der u r. Even f I'll see u never, I'll always b hir 2 care 4 u, far longer dan 4ever..."
One December night, she sent me this message. By that time we had been exchanging messages for more than a month. God knew how happy I was. She was right. Although we had not seen each other, what we felt was enough to make us both realize what was keeping us together.
I sent her another message, "Loving u secretly is a hard thing 4 me 2 do,hoping, wondring that u will feel d same way 2, but I can't read r mind f u luv me 2. But whatever it is, I'll still be loving u."
"How I wish I cud really tell u how much u mean 2 me, but m afraid 2 love, scared 2 get hurt... I hope dat u will wait 4 me & pray dat u will not get tired of loving me...=)" was her reply.
And then I replied again. " The reason y I met u is bcoz of destiny but f destiny will suggest dat I'll live w/o u, den, I'll lie not by destiny but of free will."
Whenever I asked her when we would meet personally, she always answered, "Soon...soon, love...soon."
Not seeing each other did not lessen, even a bit, what I felt for her...rather, it even grew deeper and stronger each day. And I was sure, she felt the same way, too. Love messages continued to flow through our lines, between our hearts, which made us go on each day with the thought that sooner, we would see each other, face to face, heart to heart.
Just a few days before Christmas. She stopped sending messages. At first I just though she had ran out of prepaid.
But there was something that kept bothering me... I couldn't understand what was it, but it made me fell nervous. I tried to call her but she wouldn't answer. Nevertheless, I continued sending messages.
Suddenly one night, just three days before our Lord's birthday. I heard my phone's message tone again... at last!It was from her!
"Oftentyms we say gudbye 2 d 1 we luv w/o wanting 2. Though dat doesn't mean dat we stopped loving dem or we stopped 2 care. Sometyms, GOODBYE is a painful way 2 say I LOVE YOU."
I was dumfounded. I didn't know what to think of. What did she mean? I texted her back, searching for answers, but found nothing. I called her but she would not answer.
For the first time in my life, I felt so miserable...desperate... empty. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to lose her. I had learned to love her. And I wanted to be with her forever.
The following days I felt nothing but emptiness. It seemed that Mikaella took the life out of me. I missed her so much...her messages...The tones that would tell me she'd sent another loving message. Nothing around me could feel the emptiness I felt.
Tut...tut...tut...tut...tut...just a day before Christmas, my cell beeped again. It was her!
"Meet me at d café, 10 AM 2day," I read aloud, making sure the message was true, then I jumped with joy upon hearing from her again. Hurriedly, I got myself ready and I went to the mall. I knew it was still early, but I wanted to be there before she arrived.
I arrived at the meeting place ten minutes earlier. I was surprised to see her already there, smiling at me. She was very beautiful, Black, deep-set eyes that spoke a thousand words; small, kissable lips; a nose perfectly chiseled and long black hair - everything in her was beautiful. And yes, her eyes radiated kindness and love...but there was a flicker of something in them...sadness?
"Hi, Julius," said the angelic voice I had been dreaming of each night. The voice that I had waited to hear for so long. "Please sit down." "I am very pleased to meet you, Mikaella," I said, as I took my seat and gave the roses I brought for her.
"Thanks, Julius," she smiled, obviously pleased with the roses. I knew she loved pink roses.
"You are always welcome, Love" "Julius, I can't stay," she said, sadness in her voice, or was it tears? "I really must go."
"But we just met, Mikaella. Can't we talk a little longer?" I asked, pleadingly.
"I can't really. I just came here to see you and thank you for the time you shared with me. Thank you for everything, Julius. I will never forget you...you will always be here in my heart."
She was looking at me straight into the eyes, and I could really feel the sadness in her voice and I swear, there was something in her voice and I swear, there was something in those lovely yet lonely eyes...
She got up and smiled at me, lovingly.
"Tomorrow morning, please come and visit me," he said and gave me a piece of white linen paper.
I read what was written and when I looked up, she was gone. The following day, Christmas, I woke up early and excitedly readied myself,thinking of her. I hurriedly went to flower shop and bought a dozen pink roses - for Mikaella.
They lived in an exclusive subdivision.
Upon reaching their house, I told the guard who I was and that I was looking for Mikaella.
The guard stared at me, sadness and amazement in his eyes and told me to wait as he called the owner of the house. As I looked at him while he was going inside the house, only then I noticed that the house was brightly lit.
A woman went out and walked towards me, smiling sadly.
"Hi, I'm Maria, Mikaella's mother. Please come inside, Julius." While we were walking towards the mansion, she explained to me why she knew me very well - Mikaella had always been talking about her friend, Julius. I hardly understood what she was saying. I was busy thinking why Mikaella's mother was crying while talking to me.
As we came near the great hall of the house, it dawned on me that there was a wake inside, Maybe, a relative passed away, I thought. But deep in my heart, I was trembling and afraid.
As we entered the hall where so many people were silently mourning while others were praying, shaking, I asked her mother. "Where is Mikaella?"
She held my hand and silently, led me to the coffin which was surrounded by flowers - pink roses, nothing but pinkroses.
No words could explain how I felt when I gazed at the coffin and saw who was lying there. The same beautiful girl I met...
A man came beside me, I knew he was Mika's father.
"We are so glad you came, Julius. Mika talked of you all the time. She even asked that her phone be buried with her.
She said that in that way, you could still send her messages and you would always be with her."
I couldn't believe everything... My mind was in limbo.
"But how can this be? We just saw each other yesterday."
"That can't possibly be. She passed away three days ago. She had been suffering from a heart disease since she was a child," said her father.
"But..." I couldn't find the words to say.
"She told us not to bother reaching you, "her mother said, still in tears," she said you will come, and here you are.
Pain and bitterness overwhelmed me. I cried silently beside her, staring at her lovely face, memorizing every line of my friend's face, a face I knew I would never forget while I was still alive.
After the internment that afternoon, I went to the chapel she had
told me she went everyday.
Sitting there praying and crying to God, I held my phone and typed: "U taught me how 2 care; u taught me how 2 b kind; u shwd me how 2 lyk som; u shwd me how 2 luv; but ders 1 thing didnt teach me & it hurts mor - u didnt teach me how 2 let go. I LOVE YOU"
I sent the message, and though I knew she wouldn't be able to hold her CP again, I knew in my heart she would get my message. I never expected a reply, yet as my phone beeped again,felt a shiver down my spine. The sender's number did not appear on the screen, and tears rolled down my cheeks as I read the message.
"Let go of d hand of d person u love, but dont let go of God's hand. 4 if u hold 2 his hand. He may b holding d person u love n d ader hand 2 let u hold each other again."
"I will never forget you, Mikaella and will never let go..." I vowed to her and to myself as I left the church.

cheNta si coklat VS chenta si marshmallow!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

.:ANTARA SUKA DAN DUKA:.
kenapa ak xfaham dgn perangai org zaman skunk...no one can we believe..they all still cheat us even we are here 2 be beside them in EVERY MINUTE EVERY SECOND N ALSO EVERY HOUR!

WHY SHOULD I ????

KENAPA AK Y KENA>>NAPE DYE XPUAS HATI SGT2 KAT AK..?!SDNGKN KITA TAHU Y DYE N KITE XDA APE PROB PON!

KDG2 AK PIKIR MYBEE HIDUP AK NIEYH XPERFECT TILL MY OWN FWENX Y SLAME NIEY AK KWN SJAK FORM 4 STILL WAT GNIE KAT AK!

DA PERSON IS!...SHE!!!

KALOU XPUAS HATI,GTAU JE LA FAVE 2 FACE..NI X,,DA AR G CARI PUBLISITI Y MURAHAN N THEN JAJA NAMA AK.BURUK NAMA AK!INGT AK XDE MARUAH?!

ALHAMDULILAH..
RAMAI MEMBE AK SUPPORT AK...
COZ I KNOE..IF I'M FAULT..I'LL REGRET...

BUT..NOW NIEY...

BARU AK FAHAM ERTI KAWAN..KDG2 KITE JGN PERCAYAKN KWN2..

ABOUT HER;;
-I HEARD DAT SHE THOUGHT 2 OTHER MEMBE Y DYE XPUAS AT COZ AYH WAN CKP MUKE KITORNK SAME..TP MUKE DYE PUTIH CKIT..BUT..AK XKESAH PON..
-DYE CKP AK RAMPAS PKWE DYE!ERM..IF I STOLE HIS BF,DA LAME DA AK KEPOH!BUT..NOW NIE MMG AK XKAPEL NGN SAPE2.
-DYE BRUKKAN NAMA AK DKT QLAS LAEN..

AK XSALAHKN DYE SBB AK TAU DYE MMG ADA MASALAH DALAMAN ..[BERKAIT NGN HATI]

AK BERDOA AGAR DYE 2 BERUBAH..
-JGN CUBA TARIK PERHATIAN CKGU DGN MENJAJA Y KO 2 SAKIT..LAPUK DA!
-JGN ADA HASAD DENGKI..IF NOT,ALL FWENX XKN KWN NGN KO!
-JGN BAJET LAWA...KALOU MUKE LAWA TAPI PERANGAI MCM SETAN,XDA Y AKN KWN NGN KO!
-JGN PERASAN!


P/S:KALOU KO BACE Y AK TULIS NIEY AK ARAP KO DPT AMBIL IKTIBAR..SAME2 LA BERUBAH..

[CHENTA SI MARSHMALLOW]

Friday, July 9, 2010

THE DAY WITH NIK NUR MADIHAH[PELAJAR SPM TERBAEK 2008]

..thanx 2 our BONDA!tanpa beliau,kami semua xkn jumpe kak madihah..even last minute bru tau y kak madihah nk dtg bg cramah..

sedeyh jugak kesah kak madihah..
ank seorg nlayan tapi akhirnye dpt ubh naseb kluarga dye..

dye bru 3 ariey balik m'sia..
now nie dye stdy kat jordn..amik fizik..

hm..pak nik[her dad]mmg salute gle!everythim dye pndai..even wiring or wat power point pon ayh dye y wat...

sedey nye tme kak madihah suh ttp mata..
n imagne about our matlmt...ak sebak sgt..n trus nanges..huhhu..

ak xtau ak boleyh jd mcm dye x.
ya allah...
miss my mama..
bnyak salah ak dkt mama..

after dis program..ak dpt lesson y stiap kejayaan berkait dgn hablul minaallh dan hablul minnannas..

terima kasih kak madihah~

Thursday, July 8, 2010

"CHECKING BRG HARAM"

status:SEME TERKEJOT

afta al-mulk~seme berkumpul dkt dtrn puTERi..
n tme 2 mmg da agk...

haha..

PREFECT SEDANG BENGANG~

DLM 1 JAM LEBEYH MASE Y DIAMBIL UTK CHECKING~
ak xfaham btol ngn dorank

afta penat:

kitorank kena lalu jln kastam...haha...abih satu body diraba..

haha...lwk+penat+leteyh+stress+tension+
^_^ dari hati kecil si lobak2 ^_^

haha..
stiLL meniti hari 4 trial sbp..

ariey nieyh form 1.2.4 balek...

form 5 n form 3 stay~~

time 2 study~!

mood is so rajin~~~

haha

every nyte ade qlas~~

specially add math~!hope2 ak dpt wat y terbaek for add math,,,

ak pon target jugak 4 my paper chemy~!love my teacher!thanx ckgu norijah!


Friday, June 18, 2010

^_^ dari hati kecil si lobak2 ^_^






ha!ariey niey da masok hostel!adoi...malasnye....huhu...



brg2 seme da packing~



hehe



tggu bju y nk iron je..



adoi~



ak da post dkt fb ak...






I LEAVE MY LAP!



I LEAVE MY FB!



I LEAVE MY NSET!



I LEAVE MY ROOM!



I LEAVE MY TV!






HAHHAA








CEDEYH!!






HUUH..



K..ak ngn dye da promise...



dkat skul 6t....






FOCUS ON STDY ONLY!



NO MORE CINTAN CINTUN~~






HAHA...THANX AWK~



HEHE..



adoi~



miss my bear..






btw..



masok skul ariey nieyh..bnyak la brg nk kena kmas...



katil



loker



kelas!



adoi~



mcm2 la/.



whatever~



haha






tapi...






TARGET CUTI KALI NIEY DA TERCAPAI~~IAITU~~






1.I ALREADY DONE CYAPKAN KERJA SKUL!



2.STDY JGAK EVEN BZ..



3.DA PANDAI WAT KEK BATEK~



4.HAHA...SMPT RONDA2 ..



5..JUMPE DYE..



6.DPT PERGI SKUL LAME!



7.DA JUMPE KWN2..HEHE






misi tercapai!yahooo!!!






ha..niey gambar kek yang ak wat ariey 2...sedap jgak tau..



y niey da kali k brape da ak wt..hehe.



coment y menarik dri mama n abh~






.:CERIA BERSAMA SAYE~SI CARROT![ENJOY DIS BLOG]:.

Thursday, June 17, 2010


^_^ dari hati kecil si lobak2 ^_^

borink???subject y xpernah lekang dari hidup seseorang...kdg2 mmg tensen kalou kite borink sgt2..haha

H.I.D.U.P.S.E.B.A.G.A.I.B.U.D.A.K.F.O.R.M.5.N.S.T.U.D.E.N.T.S.B.P::::

Y penting la...
ak nk gtau..mmg stres..coz mcm2 dugaan y menimpa ak ..haha
adoi..mcm cite lara laq..haha
tapi...
kdg2 lawak gak..kalou ak x masok skul gurls gniey,ak xkan paham jiwa seorang pompuan..haha
..dis is my second time masok BOARDING SKUL!adoi..
da naseb ak kot.
btw.besh gak..
haha..skul witout boy,
ooo yeayh!
ha..ade gak time ak jd nkal ckiet..tapi cikiet je..
mcm,..
ponteng prep
ponteng zikir[coz..lmbt mkn or mandi]
..kdg2
ak x p SOLAT kat musalla
tapi sodorm je la..hehe
..naseb bek x kena kejar kat badri..haha..T_T
y penting skali...
taun nieyh is da besh!
my last year 4 skulim n stay AT S.C.I.P.P!

ak terchallenge gak ar ngn bdak2 skul harian coz dorank lebeyh maju dri stdnt sbp...
ermm..ak di cABAR OLEH SYAKIR...ank ckgu skul ak...adoi...dye dapt jepun...ermm..now niey nga wt persediaan utk 1 taun!caye la syakir!ha...pe laq ngn ak??

..matlamat ak
1.JADIKAN SYAKIR SEBAGAI PENANDA ARAS UTK AK LAWAN DYE!
2.AK XKAN WAT AIR MUKA AK JATUH DPN DYE!
3.DYE 2 SENIOR AK!
4.SBG JUNIOR,KNA LAWAN SENIOR!HAHA
5.DYE NK AK Y TERBAEK!
6.AK XKAN GIVE UP!
7.WALAUAPAPUN AK WAT..AK AKN INGT CABARAN DYE!
8.AK NK SOME1 DPT BACKUP AK DRI BELAKANG IKOT LA NK TOLONG AK BERJAYA OR BANTU AE Y PATOT!
9.AK NK SOME1 REMMBER KAT AK Y AK EXAM BESAR TAON NIEYH!
10.SYAZANA VS SYAKIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..hhaha..ak nk jadik cam org len gak...pergi overses..adoi...ak tgk gmbr22 senior ak...fulamak...mmg besh la...
y dkt sydney,aussie,jordan,japan...

SEMANGAT AK BERKOBAR2 UTK FIGHT THEM!

syazana!U CAN DO IT!

Mybee Course y boleh ngn ak is medic...
tapi...ak cam nk jdik ckgu je...amik maktb n tesl...pas2 bljr kat m'sia skjap...pas 2 amik bachelor kat oversea...mmg ramai g2...

hmm...insyaallah...tapi...kalou boleyh...ak nk y terbaik 4 my rezult trial n spm 6teiey...

life is so complicated

^_^ dari hati kecil si lobak2 ^_^

berkata kerana benar~
YUP!
definitely~
4 SURE la..

adoi~
esok da kena balik OSTEL~
adoi!
xckup je ase cti niey~
help me~~`
haha

xpe la..dis year je...ak skul
next year da msok u bru la rase rndu nk g skul..

TIME 2 DA XBOLEYH NK MENYESAL!HAHA
.
TIME 2 PACKING BAJU~
haha..
beshnye!
dpt jumpe kwn2..
jumpe ckgu!
dpt rezat exam!
haha

pg tadi abg fazil msg ak..
dye cakp jiwang gak blog ak nieyh...ye k???haha
xla..biase2 je..

psst abg fazil:jgn jeles~haha

..pg td pon syakir ade mcg..wish mornink~
ha..kantoi ngn dye..
bgun lmbt..
tapi..SEKALI SEKALA je syakir~haha
pasniey xboleyh da
dye gtau y dye duk kat unikl,kelas start kul 7..haha..
xpe la...mmg g2 pon...hehe

btw...
ak da kena tinggalkn fon ak..
laptop
bilik
katil~
adoi!!

haha..tgahari td g pantai timur jap~
beli brg nk bwk besok~
haha..
smbil2 beli utk wat kek batik~
haha..pandai jugak akhirnye..
ingtkn susah..
6t cyap ak ltak la gmbr kek batik 2..hehe

..k..need 2 go~
nk tukar laptop laen laq~

.:cerita si gula2 episod 12:.

kesah ak y hilang beberapa ariey niey~

^_^ dari hati kecil si lobak2 ^_^

ha...lamenye ak xupdate blog nieyh..huhu
sori la..
LITTLE BIT BZ..
haha..
mcm la AGONG PULaX!
SYAZANA2..
haa.

da first thing ak nk tulis benda y ade dlm otak ak nieyh...
is....

AK NAK SETIA KAT DYE SORANK JE!
..tp..ak xtau knape..
ak mudah kesian kat orang..huhu..
ak sayang sgt dye..
tapi..ade pulaq mkhluk sorank nieyh..
kacou ak..
ayat pon jiwang2...
huhu..
nk kate xcaer,TPU ar kalo ak ckp ak xske...

tapi....
ak da gtau..ak xnk lebeyh dri kawan..2 je..tapi..naseb bek dye pon faham..
agpon..dye ckap.."kalou saye syang awk jgak.xpe."

Ha,,niey satu..adoi..cane ea....

xpe...ak rase ak boleyh face dis problem...

HAa~
y ak happy skali is~

MY SENIOR!kak syeeda...add ak kat FB!haha..ingtkn dye lupe ak...hm..now nieyh dye kapel ngn abg faisal..mmg sweet la dorank tu..
hhaa..
xsbr pulop nk mkn nasik minyak dorank..
moga kekal hingga k ank cucu~

..adoi!musim bola la pulop..
ak tdo lewat sopmo!haha
smate2 nk tgk SPAIN!HEHe..
syg2...ariey 2 kalah..adoi...sian laq kat torres!

pape pon!spain is da best!haha

:.dari sigula2 utk readers nye!enjoy my blog~:.
^_^ dari hati kecil si lobak2 ^_^

ha...lamenye ak xupdate blog nieyh..huhu
sori la..
LITTLE BIT BZ..
haha..
mcm la AGONG PULaX!
SYAZANA2..
haa.

da first thing ak nk tulis benda y ade dlm otak ak nieyh...
is....

AK NAK SETIA KAT DYE SORANK JE!
..tp..ak xtau knape..
ak mudah kesian kat orang..huhu..
ak sayang sgt dye..
tapi..ade pulaq mkhluk sorank nieyh..
kacou ak..
ayat pon jiwang2...
huhu..
nk kate xcaer,TPU ar kalo ak ckp ak xske...

tapi....
ak da gtau..ak xnk lebeyh dri kawan..2 je..tapi..naseb bek dye pon faham..
agpon..dye ckap.."kalou saye syang awk jgak.xpe."

Ha,,niey satu..adoi..cane ea....

Friday, June 11, 2010

CEMBURU MELAMPAU ROBEK KEBAHAGIAAN

KATA orang tua cemburu itu tandanya sayang. Pepatah Perancis pula menyebut, tidak ada cinta jika tidak cemburu. Malah, cemburu adalah asam garam kehidupan setiap manusia.>Secara umumnya sikap cemburu ada pada semua manusia dan ia lebih ketara melanda pasangan yang sudah berkahwin dan yang bercinta. Cemburu jika dilihat dari sudut positif ia membangun dan menyuburkan sesuatu perhubungan, tetapi apabila ia dikaji daripada aspek negatif banyak kemusnahan akan terjadi kerana manusia tidak dapat mengawal emosi marah, dendam dan sakit hati.
Namun, sejak kebelakangan ini melalui kes-kes yang dilaporkan di media massa membabitkan kes cemburu lebih cenderung ke arah negatif dan memerlukan perhatian serius. Dalam kes berkenaan cemburu sering mengundang padah, menyebabkan perbalahan dalam rumah tangga, perceraian dan paling menakutkan jenayah seperti penderaan, keganasan fizikal, pembunuhan dan jenayah lain yang berkait rapat dengan persoalan cemburu dan sakit hati terhadap pasangan.
Lebih lima tahun lalu kes seorang isteri dari Kelantan, Siti Khalifah Sulung, 53, yang menyimbah asid ke muka suaminya Tuan Azman Tuan Ludin, 32, sehingga cacat kerana mempunyai hubungan dengan wanita lain adalah juga berpunca daripada faktor cemburu yang tidak dapat dikawal. Rasa tidak puas hati Siti Khalifah yang berasa suaminya mungkir janji pada cinta mereka membuatkan dia tergamak mencacatkan wajah suami. Akhirnya wanita yang membuat hubungan dengan suaminya meninggalkan Tuan Azman kerana kecacatan seumur hidup yang dialaminya. Akibat perbuatannya, Siti Khalifah merengkok dalam penjara selama lima tahun kerana hilang pertimbangan dalam mempertahankan kasih yang telah dikongsinya bersama Tuan Azman selama 12 tahun. Berita gempar yang mendapat liputan meluas media massa itu setidak-tidaknya membuka mata suami yang cuba berpoligami tanpa pengetahuan isteri atau tidak menghormati hak isteri serta memungkiri perjanjian yang mereka buat sewaktu mula-mula berkahwin dulu. Kisah ini agak trajis kerana cinta membuat manusia hilang pertimbangan dan dengan perasaan kasih yang terlampau serta cemburu mendorong manusia membuat tindakan di luar kewarasan. Jika diteliti banyak teladan yang diperoleh masyarakat kerana sikap segelintir lelaki yang sering memungkiri janji apabila sudah dapat apa yang diidamkan atau apabila isteri mula melalui fasa ‘berumur’, suami sanggup mengecewakan isteri sehingga mengundang kemarahan tidak terkawal. Alasan lelaki berkahwin lagi atau mempunyai wanita lain kadangkala amat mengecewakan dan sukar diterima wanita. Namun, kerana ia dibenarkan dalam agama, isteri ada kalanya terpaksa akur walaupun di dalam hati memberontak.


Sememangnya lelaki bertuah kerana mereka boleh berkahwin empat (bagi lelaki Islam). Namun keadilan dan kebijaksanaan melayari dua bahtera bukan perkara mudah dilaksanakan. Hati isteri pertama perlu dijaga dan kadangkala layanan suami yang berat sebelah boleh membuatkan isteri berasa rendah diri dan terhina. Ini adalah antara faktor menyebabkan perlakuan tidak rasional dilakukan isteri. Selain kisah dalam negeri, kes Loretta Bobbit dari Britain juga tidak kurang hebatnya membuatkan masyarakat tidak lagi memandang wanita sebagai spesies lemah dan boleh dipermainkan. Dalam kes itu, Loretta nekad memotong kemaluan suaminya yang curang. Ini juga gara-gara sakit hati dan cemburu yang tidak dapat dikawal. Berita disiarkan media di seluruh dunia itu turut menggemparkan lelaki dan menjadi teladan buat mereka yang cuba berlaku curang. Kedua-dua kes di atas membabitkan wanita dan perlakuan tega (sampai hati) mereka menyeksa suami kerana terlalu sakit hati dan cemburu memberikan satu perspektif baru dalam perkahwinan serta membuka mata pihak tertentu mengenai kesan dan akibat cemburu. Apabila kes seumpama ini semakin banyak berlaku, isu cemburu bukan lagi sesuatu yang remeh dan tergolong dalam masalah keluarga, malah dengan beberapa siri kejadian dalam konflik rumah tangga yang membabitkan perlakuan ganas serta jenayah ia dipandang serius oleh kaunselor perkahwinan dan pihak berkaitan.


Kajian psikologi ada menyebut wanita lebih kuat cemburu daripada lelaki kerana sikap wanita inginkan belaian dan sentiasa bimbang kasih sayang dan perhatian yang mereka peroleh dikongsi dengan orang lain, mereka juga takut kehilangan pasangan. Di negara kita ada kajian yang menyatakan 99 peratus wanita tidak setuju bermadu kerana bimbang suami tidak dapat berlaku adil selain tekanan mental dan emosi yang terpaksa mereka lalui.


Apakah cemburu? Cemburu dapat didefinisikan sebagai ketakutan berpindahnya rasa kasih sayang terhadap orang lain seperti suami isteri dan kekasih. Pakar motivasi, Dr Rubiah K Hamzah berkata, wanita biasanya cemburu apabila mereka mendapati ada saingan untuk mengambil hak mereka umpamanya suami atau kekasih. Mereka tidak rela berkongsi kasih, ranjang dan segala yang pernah diperoleh bersama pasangan mereka. Mereka juga berasa ada kekurangan dalam diri sehingga suami atau pasangan mencari orang lain. Atas sebab terancam dengan faktor ini, wanita memberontak dan melakukan tindakan di luar rasional. Kebimbangan dan ketakutan suami tidak berlaku adil, terpaksa berkongsi ranjang dan kasih sayang dengan wanita lain menyebabkan wanita cemburu dan ada kalanya bertindak di luar batasan. Bagi menangani masalah ini, Dr Rubiah menasihatkan wanita supaya lebih positif apabila berhadapan masalah cemburu dan sakit hati ekoran pasangan mereka mempunyai orang lain. Jangan melihatnya sebagai negatif sebaliknya hadapi semua ini dengan sabar dan tabah. Mereka harus bersaing dengan cara sihat bukan melakukan sesuatu yang boleh memberi impak buruk kepada mana-mana pihak.


Jika ada suami atau pasangan tidak bertanggungjawab wanita perlu mempersiapkan diri dengan kekuatan mental dan fizikal serta boleh berdikari dengan adanya pasangan atau tidak. “Sekarang mungkin berpisah hidup, tapi suatu masa nanti dia akan pergi juga. Suami bukan hak mutlak isteri dan akan hidup selamanya dengan kita. Sikap terlalu sayang wanita pada suami dan takut kehilangan pasangan menyebabkan mereka ada kalanya tidak dapat berfikiran rasional dan tidak dapat melihat potensi serta kekuatan yang mereka ada,” katanya. Dr Robiah juga menjelaskan akibat cemburu juga wanita tidak dapat menjalani hidup dengan tenang. Perlakuan dan sikap sakit hati kerana cemburu mengundang kemusnahan hidup dan merobek kebahagiaan rumah tangga. Akhirnya menjadi mangsa adalah anak-anak yang terbiar kerana wanita terlalu melayan perasaan sehingga hilang kekuatan dan fokus dalam mengharungi kehidupan rumah tangga dan akhirnya mengabaikan tanggungjawab dan amanah menjaga anak-anak. Mereka harus belajar mengawal emosi dan membuat penyerahan diri kepada Allah. Kehidupan harus diteruskan walau apa terjadi.


Dr Rubiah berkata, wanita harus berdikari dan kurangkan pergantungan pada suami. Jika mereka kuat dan dapat menjalankan kehidupan dengan lebih positif insya-Allah masalah cemburu dan sakit hati tidak timbul dan apabila mereka reda, hidup akan lebih tenang dan diredai Allah.


Natijahnya, dalam hal ini wanita perlu bijak menangani dan mengawal perasaan cemburu. Jangan sampai cemburu memusnahkan hidup dan masa depan diri dan keluarga. Berfikiran positif, serahkan segalanya kepada Allah kerana banyak hikmah yang terkandung dalam setiap dugaan yang Allah berikan. Justru, tidak salah cemburu jika bertempat, bagaimanapun jangan pula terlalu cemburu buta dan selalu bersangka buruk terhadap suami, kerana sifat cemburu ibarat api dalam sekam yang memakan diri. Jika kita bersangka buruk pada suami atau pasangan kita dengan membuat andaian mereka ada wanita lain mungkin ia akan menjadi satu doa yang suatu hari nanti tidak mustahil menjadi kenyataan. Memang menjadi lumrah sejak dulu musuh wanita adalah wanita sendiri. Bagi wanita, jika mereka ingin berkongsi kasih dengan wanita lain, hormati hati wanita yang pernah bertakhta di hati suami mereka suatu masa dulu. Jangan membina kebahagiaan di atas penderitaan dan air mata wanita lain. Ingatlah jika anda pernah mengecewakan seorang wanita kerana persaingan mendapatkan suaminya tidak mustahil suatu hari nanti anda juga akan menerima nasib sama. Kehidupan ini ibarat roda, sekali di atas sekali di bawah, kita akan rasa juga apa y org lain ras
si gula2

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

~~FroM my LobaK2 gaRden~~

Anang & Syahrini – Cinta Terakhir Lirik

Jangan pergi tetaplah di sini
dengan aku berdua
bagai bulan bintang yang selalu mencinta
setia berdua
pasrahkan semua hatimu mencintaiku

reff:
Ini cinta terakhir
yang ingin ku rajut hanya dengan kamu
walau ini susah akan aku tempuh
semua perjalanan

ini cinta terakhir
yang ingin ku rajut hanya dengan kamu
walau ini susah akan aku tempuh
semua perjalanan cintaku

jangan takut aku di sini
untukmu mencintaimu
pasrahkan semua hatimu (cintaku) mencintaiku

repeat reff

cinta ini cinta terakhir untuk kita

repeat reff

cinta ini terakhir untukku
terakhir untukku


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~~FroM my LobaK2 gaRden~~

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Friday, June 4, 2010

5 JUNE 2010


BURFDAY YANG DI PERTUAN AGONG SULTAN MIZAN...
SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR N MURAH REZEKI..


DAULAT TUANKU!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

.❤_❤

kenape lelaki susah nk dipercayai???



Kadang2 ak trtnya2 jgak,knapela mreke smua ni
susah nk dpercayai..
ke setiap pompuan dalam dunia ni mmpunyai
sikap curiga atau prajudis yg tnggi trhadap kaum Adam ni..?
ke kaum adam ni selalu menipu??
ape yg ak coretkn psal laki suke ckp bohong ni teori lemah ni..
p ape yg ak coretkn ni adalah dsebabkn oleh pnglman kwan2 ak..
pompuan pon ade gk yg ckp bohong p dsbbkn
berlawanan jntina ak pon ckpla lelaki yg susah d percayai~hoho..
ni bukan diskriminasini erk..

Tu baru mukaddimah..ni isi die..
golongan Adam ni
mereka nk cover line ade awek baru so mereka pon
berbohonglakan..2la sebab mereka ni susah nk dipercayai..
biasenye nilah sebab rmai pompuan mintak clash ngan pakwe deowng..
sebab lain myb dari trun menurun kaum hawa
ni d terapkan dgn sifat x mempercayai kaum adam..
biasela dri satu generasi ke generasi yg lain bnde ni
disebarkan..
kdang2 lau kite nk tau deowg berbohong, lau deowng ade awek lain
deowng ni suke cari alasan tuk xnak smbng2 ngan kite..
biasela bila ade awek baru,mksudnya ade pelaburan baru..
haha..p bukan smua laki macam 2,
ade jgk yg bole dipercayai malahan lebeh setia dri kaum Hawa..
mmg ak respectla laki macam 2..

kadang2 ade je laki yg suke main pompuan lain
p die syang giler kat awek die..
biasela laki mane cukup 1,lau boleh cukupkan empat 2,
msti nak cukupkan(ayat pisau cukur)
macam2 mane pon yg korng ase,dlm hubungan suami isteri,
pakwe makwe ni,sikap saling percaya 2 kne ade,jgn d sebabkan
sikap percaya yg diberi oleh psangan korang 2,korang
main kayu 3 plak..hargailah deowng 2..

p/s: xsemestinya ak tlis ni,ak anti-laki..p sekadar coretan ak jer..
emo ckit 2lis blog ni sbb mrah ngn perbuatan sowng laki ni kat kwan ak..
ksian kan,lau laki kne buat macam 2 ape lark erk pndngan ak
kat pompuan 2..huhuhuhu..



Sunday, March 14, 2010


aku suka kamu,
putih bersih
dihinggapi rerama dan bunga.

jangan pernah kecewakan aku seperti yang lain. pastikan cinta kamu tulus dan sentiasa putih tanpa noda padaku.

ianya mengambil waktu. memenuhi setiap ruang lingkup hidupmu. pertamanya terasa panjang. kedua dan seterusnya menjadi lebih ringkas, lebih mudah.

"aku jatuh cinta!"

mata bertemu, aku yakin kaulah yang terbaik di antara ramainya. mungkin kau juga mengharap pada perkara yang sama.

"ingin disayangi, ingin dihargai dan ingin dimengerti."

perjalanan kita yang baru bermula cambahannya akan berliku dan kuharap ada sedikit kemanisan. kita akan bahagia.

percayalah dan yakin...

"kamu sangat bernilai di hatiku."

salam penuh cinta.

p/s: entry agak jiwang. jangan muntah kaler2, ya!

.ciknana.


:::Tajuk Entri: 28 Hari Mencari Cinta:::

kudup mekar cinta itu
akankah layu akhirnya?

salam semua. hari yang menyeronokkan dalam kesuraman. seronok sebab musim peperiksaan sudah menjengah.

kesuraman bila dtg. eh, bukankah sepatutnya merasa lega?

hari neh donate bLOod..ermm..Upenye keturunan B... lepas ini sudah ada perlindungan kesihatan untuk saat2 kecemasan.

anda juga boleh mendapatkannya dari agen2 PruBSN yang sah. banyak benefits yang boleh didapati. kalau kita tidak melindungi diri kita, siapa lagi kan? doa banyak2 pada Allah agar sentiasa dikurniakan kesihatan berkekalan.

tiada ayat2 cinta untuk hari ini?

"aku sudah menampal sedikit ruang tersisa ini dengan kesibukkan tak sengaja. mudah2an ada ruang lagi untuk diperbaiki, dicat semula dengan warna merah dan dihargai dengan bunga2 indah."




.cikNAnA.

:::Tajuk Entri: 29 Hari Mencari Cinta:::

tuliskan aku,
seuntai kata cinta...

apa khabar kamu2 di sana. sihat? sudah makan? sudah melakukan segala rutin seharian. hari neh semasa mengajar terkesan di hati aku...

"alangkah seronoknya belajar dan menuntut ilmu..."

andai masa boleh diputar.

sekarang ini, semua perkara merunsingkan. aku faham ini namanya kehidupan. biarkan aku merungut sekejap di sini.

'kau marahkan apa sebenarnya, ian?'

entah. aku sendiri kurang pasti apa aku marahkan. mungkin lebih kepada apa yang aku sedihkan. inilah masaalahnya kalau
tak tenteram.

tsk!

apa sudahnya kalau rasa makin pudar.

.cik♥NANA.


:::Tajuk Entri: 30 Hari Mencari Cinta:::

gila punya tajuk,
apa punya kawan da???

ya, jangan kusutkan keadaan. jangan pusing2. kita terus melangkah maju ke hadapan. sebab, sesekali kita akan menoleh ke belakang dan berkata:

"aku pernah melalui fasa itu, dan kalau terpaksa melaluinya sekali lagi itu bukan pilihan tapi ketentuan Tuhan."

sapalah aku dengan kelembutan. tegurlah aku dengan keramahan. bukan kata-kata amarah. bukan bahan melepas rasa. bukan patung tidak bernyawa.

aku punya RASA. punya semangat yang sentiasa luntur dek kata-kata yang merendah. punya jiwa yang kosong dengan ruang-ruang yang tersisa.

adakala, hati rasa tiada ruang untuk dilukai lagi.

membawa diri.

.cikNANA.

:::oke, target bulan ini. bulan oktober:::


.new target.
.sape leh bitau area dia yg jual
iPod Classic harga berpatutan?
bukan second hand oke!!!
sebab nak survey dulu sebelum beli.
bagi, mengelakkan penipuan.

p/s: hati kena kuat. bla bla bla...~

.cikNANA.


:::jangan menangis.kerana kau ingin kuat:::


"hidup ini
terlalu berat
untuk kita
menggalas
beban derita..."

spreads the
love everywhere.

aku memberikan kamu sepenuhnya ruang, sepenuhnya kehidupan jika itu yang kamu mahukan. namun, adakalanya hati juga bisa terguris. perasaan juga bisa menangis.

mungkin ada khilaf aku di mana2. mungkin ada ketelanjuran aku yang tak enak di pandangan mata, sungguh aku mohon maaf.

kadang2 hati rasa penat. kadang2 jiwa rasa ralat. cukupkah hanya aku yang perlu menimbang semua? beralah? memendam rasa?

adakah TAMAT itu satu2nya perkara yang perlu wujud antara KITA?