Blow the light of the candle or, Im just dreaming off?

Assalamualaikum. testing 1.2.3

ehem.. hai. Nama saya, Nursyazana Bt Mohd Asaari. diberikan oleh ibu bapa tercinta, Encik Mohd Asaari dan Puan Suriati.

Umur saya? mestilah muda. *hihi.(20TAHUN) *jerit kekuat

Post kali ni special utk diri saya, utk keluarga tercinta, dan sahabat sahabat tersayang:)

Tak terkira banyaknya yang wish birthday utk saya di facebook, twitter, call, text and so on.
*kira mcm artis pulak?haha. tak la. tak leh lawan Dena Bahrin, Irine Nadia, Maria Elena tu haa.*kikiki

terima kasih utk semuanya ye.
alhamdulillah setelah bertahun tahun tak dapat celebrate birthday bersama family,tahun ini, sempat jugak balik rumah.

tapi, abah tak balik sebab terpksa bekerja and adik pula tgh camping.
plg sweet dari abah tadi,abah call pukul 11.15pm(130593)

ABAH: ASSALAMUALAIKUM. nana sihat ?dah pergi klinik ?
ME: wasalam. okay je bah. batuk ngn selsema je ni. esok la kot pergi klinik.*nak sedapkn hati abah.
Abah: maaf la abah lambat wish birthday. "SELAMAT HARI JADI NANA,ANAKKU SAYANG. BE A GOOD DAUGHTER OKAY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"
ME: thank you dad! you are the great daddy that I have in this world. mana kek nya?
ABAH: haha. kito g mall deh esok nnti abah kelik
Me: haha. bereh .ore toksey hadiah.cuma nk ckp terima kasih sbb besarkan nana smpai skrg:)
ABAH: sama2 sayang.. 

*sweet tak daddy kita? He is a great father that I have. and he also is my superhero, superdad for me!

Mama kita pun sweet jugak. she is my strength. I LOVE YOU MOM.

to my all friends, sorry tak dpt screen capture all your wishes dkt belog nana. banyak sgt.
tapi. Im promise Iwill remember all the wishes.
da tu yang wish:
-SEMOGA PNJANG UMUR & MURAH REZEKI
-JADI ANAK YANG SOLEHAH
-JADI PELAJAR YANG CEMERLANG DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT
-CEPAT DAPAT JODOH*yang ni mcm ermm. haha. nth la.. ameenkan je.
-bahagia sentiasa

*ameen yarabbal alamin.

dah masuk 20an ni, kena lah matured.
baru orang akan ckp sesuai dgn umur:) idok gitu ko?hihi

sebenarnya,
bila dah masuk 20,my wish is:
I want to list 100list after 20an.
so, in shaa Allah what I want I want to achieve and make it true. ameen.
*samasama doakan nana ye:)

actually, last year, Im celebrated my birthday with friends dkt genting pulak tu. haha
so,this year,kena ubah la. dgn family pulak:)

Im quite berangan juga when my friend asked me "Nanna, apa yang nana nk time birthday nana?"
Me: I nak candle light dinner then konon2 bawah pokok kelapa tetiba jatuh buah kelapa atas kepala.haha.

actually. Im looking CJ7 punya patung besar tu ha. sejak 2010 lgi. tapi xjumpa pun sampai skrg, Time mcm ni baru fefeling nk rasa org kasi. haha. *kunun je ni. last2 cj7 xda sbb limited dah .so, kena tukar bear lain ah .sobsobss

Mungkin cik amanina nak kasi something tme on the phone dgn dia td:) hihihi(mungkin je. )

untuk farhanah fauzi, nur amanina and yang saya tak sempat nak listkan, terima kasih:)

"HADIAH PALING BERMAKNA UNTUK TAHUN INI IALAH:
UCAPAN DARI KELUARGA TERCINTA, SAHABAT TERCINTA DARI DEKAT MAHUPUN JAUH SERTA KAWAN2 ". NANNA1305

untuk yang berada dkt overseas, thank you wish. especially my friends:
-afiq
-ajje
-kak sara
-abg ijat
-abg adam
-kak honey
-fara saupi

untuk uncle2 & aunty2:
-abg kal
-kak amina
-qis
-yuyu

tq semua.

untuk family tercinta:
-abah
-mama
-along
-kakwani
-mat
-fadil-
-and adik yang tgh camp.

thank you juga.

dan untuk awak.

"sebenarnya tak kira awak wish bila pun.tapi janji awak ingat saya."

cebisan gambar2 130513 and gambar sebelum2 ini.

 

*ni gambar abah dgn mama kita. dorang mmg comel!:P)

*sempat tau snap picture dgn kimono barru:) 

hihi.

130513 will be the most memorable day for me.

In shaa allah.

*credit to hafiz,my photographer xbertauliah.haha

with love,

nannashazhana.

Your mother is always with you:)

This post is to my beloved mother, Madam Suriati Haji Daud : for Mother's day wishes.

Post kali ini, mungkin tulus ikhlas dari anakmu yang jauh diperantauan.

Mama,
First thing first, Thank you sbb lahirkan nanna di dunia ini pada 13 May 1993.
Maybe Im the one who always makes you hurt for this while.
dekat 20 tahun nana lahir didunia ini,

without your pray,I will not success like this now;.

Teringat masa kecil,
susah mama besarkan kami 6 adik beradik.susah senang kita semua kongsi bersama.
tiada apa yang dpt di ucapkn selain terima kasih utk mama!

Mama tak pernah berputus asa dan tak pernah kenal erti jemu melayan kerenah kami.
dan disudut hati kecil mama,
mama tak pernah berkecil hati untuk kami.

UPSR, PMR, SPM DAN UNIVERSITY,
kalau time exam2 besar mcm ni,
mama akan selalu solat hajat, baca yaasin serta bgi support utk kami anak beranak.
mama tak pernah lupa utk mendoakan kejayaan kami semua selepas solat.

teringat ayah pernah tegur. "Mama pergi mana tu?
mama: Nak g solat dhuha jap untuk anak kita.
* sedih pula teringat perkara mcm ni.
Allahuakbar. besar pengorbanan mama kepada kami.

setiap kali time kami semua pulang kerumah untuk bercuti panjang,,
mama mesti menanyakan masakan apa yang nak masak. means our favorite.

*setiap hari jumaat(weekend) msti kami makan sedap.
mama pernah ckp: "NANA LA yang masak. bukan selalu balik kan?"
Me: ma, kalau nana yang masak, bila nak merasa masakan ma? dah la sedap. kalah kedai tau! hahaha

mama sama comel je dgn saya. kecil kecil comel ore kelate kata.
hahaha. tapi tu la. kecil mama , dia seorang yang kuat dan tabah.
itu yang buat saya mesmerised sangat!

Beliau la mama saya, kawan ketika saya susahsenang, boyfriend saya, chef saya, kakak saya, abang saya
*pendek kata semua character mama boleh:)

untuk anda yang masih ada ibu, mama, umi, mommy atau mak,
appreciate your mom before lates.
Once they leave you, you will regret till die.
Nothing can change except you ask forgiveness from them,
thats ALL.
what makes them happy is,
your ATTITUDE,,YOUR SUCCESS AND YOU APPRECIATION TOWARDS THEM.
MAKE THEM HAPPY!

*SYURGA KITA TERLETAK DIBAWAH TELAPAK KAKI IBU.
"KEREDHAAN ALLAH TERLETAK PADA KEREDHAAN IBU BAPA"

I LOVE YOU MOM!
* DONT LEAVE ME. AND YOU ARE MY SUPPORT . I LOVE YOU WITH INFINITY.

                                     *RAYA 2012

                                            *macam tak berkait pun picture ni:0

                                                     

*ni la gambar mama kita. :) comel macam kita kan?

I love you mom!

Sincerely,syazana, your daughter.

"How do I know If I am with the right person?"

ARE YOU WITH THE RIGHT PARTNER..???

During a seminar, a woman asked " How do I know if I am with the right person?"
The author then noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so he said, "It depends. Is that your partner?" In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?" Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind replied the author.

Here's the answer.

Every relationship has a cycle… In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love.
People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet."Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love fades. It's a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, "Am I with the right person?" And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when relationships breakdown.

The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the person you found.

People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look outside for fulfillment. Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.

Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.

Because (listen carefully to this):

The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the Person you found.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make it work. Make no mistake about it.

Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your partner), Just as there are physical laws Of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. If you know how to apply these laws, the results are predictable.

Love is therefore a "decision". Not just a feeling.

Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let GO....!!!  


with my own experience right now, 

when my boy friends found his true one and then  the time being go fast as they met up together and skip the lecture even they know it will affect to their studies. but who cares?

so basically, people who indeed with love sometimes dont relief that they will do something that can make spoilt in the future and no one can help them instead they know it early.

"Better late than never " right?

but, siapa kita untuk menidakkan apa yang telah tertulis di buku hidup kita.
kita cuma mungkin hanya mampu bersuara tetapi,
kita tidak mampu menolak hawa nafsu yang bergelora tatkala zaman remaja dewasa ini.

tetapi, seakan akan terfikir, mengapa dan kenapa ianya berlaku?

untuk yang telah menemui the right person in their life,
semoga jaga hubungan sebaik mungkin.

remember,
A man goes to a sheikh and says: 
Oh sheikh, I’ve been married for year and I have kids but in the past few years I’ve noticed I’m not attracted to my wife any longer.

The sheikh starts to ask him why?
Has she gained any weight?

Man: No, she looks the same.

Sheikh: Did she get into an accident, did something deform her image?
Man: No, she looks the same.

So the sheikh asks: Do you have a hard time lowering your gaze when women walk past you? Do you have issues with pornography?

Man: Yeah, how did you know about that?

Sheikh: When you indulge in Haraam, when you fall in love with the Haraam, when you eat, sleep, and breathe in the Haraam, then the Halal becomes disgusting to you.



so, think more, when you fall in love with the Haraam, there's no such a thing what we called long lasting ora long what not.

mungkin sekarang kita tak nampak keburukannya, tetapi, there will be affect to your own family,own sister,own brother or maybe to your own keturunan nanti.

*aku pun bukannya baik sgt utk bercerita kesah ini. mungkin dulu ketika muda remaja aku juga pernah lalai dengan dunia.tp tiada manusia yang xpernah buat silap dlm hidupnya. dan mungkin apa yang berlaku dlm hidupku selama ini dpt menjadi pengajaran utkku utk jadi lebih baik dimasa hadapan:) 

sometimes we never expect something happens untill we learnt something from the accident:)

*mungkin yang sedang baca belog saya ini akan annoyed kan? maklumlah saya ni mcm angkat bakul sendiri je sedngkan dulu pun perangai nakal nakal. haha. well, meh sini nak jawab pertanyaan awak walaupun saya tahu sape yang sdg baca blog saya ni.
*kan ada traffic feed,boleh trace sape yang baca.hahha

jawapan: at least ,dulu kita ni sedar kita pernah silap kan?so, Allah s.w.t tu maha mengampun.maka bertaubatlah kita sebelum terlambat. 

jawapan: kadang kadang kisah lama jangan dipanjangkan. so, lepas apa yang berlaku , saya akan senang lupakan orang yang buat hidup saya ni tak tenteram or mcm serabutkan hidup saya. so, mungkin Allah s.w.t tahu apa yang aku tak tahu. *jangan risau, saya tak ingt awak semua yang pernah saya kenal dulu. kawan boleh dicari kalau org xsudi berkawan dgn kita. kan?

rasanya tu je jawapan saya. 
yang penting saya mampu berdoa agar yang membaca post kali ini, sedar akan apa maknanya hidup.

bukan kita mencari yang terbaik tetapi kita berusaha mencari yang terbaik didalam dirinya. -syaza(May2013)

Pieces for a longer time didnt post . Glad to see everybody smiles!

Assalamualaikum,untuk sahabat lama dan mungkin untuk sahabat yang baru mengunjungi blog saya ini..

DEMAM PRU13 menyerang rakyat Malaysia. Dan semoga Kali ini, bakal pemerintah negara dpt memerintah secara telus dan adil serta tidak memutar belitkan fakta kpd rakyat.

Tak sabar rasanya nak pulang ke kampung halaman.
Tak sabar rasanya nk jumpa family.especially mama dan ayah.*nak hug and kisses for them!
Tak sabar rasanya nk jumpa adik2 ke sayangkan saya ni haa-->mat,fadil,adil

actually saya nak share bnyk Cerita but then disebabkan using iPad utk menaip blog,rasanya tak feel.haha.takpe.nnti saya sambung Cerita ni dkt entry lain ye?

2/5:birthday my beloved friend,miss farhanah .dah 20th dah dear.
So,disini meh saya nak wish macam2 kat awak!
Anna,
I know that I'm not a good friend for you.kadang kadang manusia sering buat silap.
Dekat 3years kita berkawan.
Susah senang kita bersama Walau kadang2 perangai masing2 lain bebenor.
Yang sorang timur,yang sorang utara
Tp semua itu bukan penghalang utk kita .
Saya tak cari kawan yang secantik siti aisyah,
Tapi saya mencari kawan yang boleh terima baik buruk saya dan sanggup nasihat saya.
Susah senang kita pernah lalui bersama.
Together,with the same place,I'm proud to be one of your friends.
And my wish is maybe same with others but,
I'll make it different.
To show my sincerity to be friends with you.
Hope you will be a good daughter,good muslimah,good sister and also good friends.
may allah bless you!ameen yarabbal alamin.

Sincerely,nannashazhana

*only both of us know what deep inside in our heart at all. Thanks you friend.

*this is the last week for my semester4.hoping that there will be a miracle for me. Hmm. Semoga usaha dan kerja2 yang saya telah buat selama ini membuahkan hasil . Ameen.
*my success is for my beloved fathers and mommy. They both deserved to see my success.without them,I will not be a success like today.thanks mom,thAnks dad!