Wednesday, September 8, 2010

dedicate 2 him:

..i dont know how i can descrbe how much i love him..till day..i really2 love him..i guess he's my true love..why should i say it?i know..he not appreciate me..i want our ship like others couple.even in a short while.for me.its so menaningful.God..please give me the strength.

i really appreciate him!

what should i do..?i know.its da fault if i'm in should focus 2 my spm.a just round a corner!"syazana!realize that!couple is not da best 2 solve ur prob!" mom said that n my dad n also my sist...


u guys..i need some1 2 be beside me..2 support me..i know.he's the best..he's da genius one..

he's the 1 who's support me when i'm at form 3...2 face da pmr exm..'re busy 4 our spm..coz.i know..itz really2 important...4 us..

BUT..4 sure..i know..he'll get flying colours..coz.he's da best student.n da one my mentor when we're stdy group's changed..i can feel it...100%..but..i dont know he had other gurls?omg..no2..

i trust him..God...

we'll texted last nyte~

shazhana:u..if i said i'm really2 love..can u accept it?

him:u..can u not talking the impossble thing?

shazhana:y?gve me ur expalaination..i need it!

him:its not nice.

shazhana:okey.fne..forget it n exchange other topic.rte?

him:ok..u first

shazhana:u..i think i had enough i rte?

him:what?u said that?haa.enough?maybee..for me..u are still my kid..

shazhana:what??haha..k..but..i think i had enough tall than u..

him:not really..last we meet..u ae still1^^

shazhana:fine..wait n cee...i'll try 2 be tall than u..haha

him:u need 2 drienk more appeton..calciyum

shazhana:what???calciyum?u know's da kid drink lol.

him:but.u can drink it.haha

shazhana:k.i need ur support..

him:need it??

shazhana:yup..really2 need it..

him:ok..i'll support u...



shazhana:u..can i ask something..


shazhana:why our relation is not based on line?means..i never thought n feel we're couple..

him:i dont know ..and..i dunt have answer ..

shazhana; my truely deep heart..u are my first n last..i hope that.


shazhana:k..i think my eye is so heavy n feel there's a giant on my eyes..hee..till text again..nytez.but.thanx

him:okey..thnx?4 what?

shazhana:coz u spend ur tme with me 2nyte.its long.n i really happy.thanx.


p:s/i think..i need him..need him very2 much..but if we're meant.


my deep heart say they're really true couple

alhamdulilah..dis nyte is da last nyte i'm go 4 tarawih..i hope so..for me.i need to upgrade my all action to be close with allah.ya allah...
after done tarawih..i'm back 2 home..but.i'm quickly go 2 my room n open my lappy.
and try 2 on9..
should i?haha..i'm like as usual,.hm.myb..
my sist done to try da new shawl that we bought...FOR EID ONLY..haha
btw.i rep all my fwenx comment at fb.and i'm search my friend...where's others????so sad..huhu..i need a friend..2 tell my sadness..
my sister?i guess should not.
around 10.30..i'm watched tv3 drama..coz i've told that the drama is ending dis nyte..:SYURGAMU RAMADHAN"..the title is so meaningful..its a sad story..but..if i..if i had yassin like my hubby will be..i will appreciate him as well..but..he should change his feel towards aishah..not adura~
i'm not understand..his mummy..why should he be a disrespectful son to his mummy???
afta the movie ending...i go back 2 my room and grab my lappy...i'm search kak julie's fb...coz comment 2 her..for eid..and i see izzat's fb..and i open it...what i think is really...he's kak julie's..
hm.n i open his blogger.n i read all his post..
WHAT I' REALLY SHOCK is..they're really love each other..
they are da best kapel..
may god bless them 4 their relation,,
i'm too..i hope i can get my lovers like him...really2 love me truely in his deep heart.and..i'm not ask for perfect.but for's enough if he is really love me n guide me 2 da benefit.
after i'm read his blog..i knoe..why the love is blind..
i really2 know it..

p:s/2 kak julie n izzat ..i hope u guys kekal ke akhir hayat..amen...